Monday, November 20, 2006

there's still God

Hi Folks
Well we have been living the dream now full time for 4 months
Is it all I dremt about? Yes and more
Life in community is not easy but ahhh it is so beautiful
but I have cried more in the last month or so than I have in long time there have been times when I wonder if I am heading for another break down but when I reach the end of my self I look and there is still God looking at me and reaching and longing for me to cry out I canot do this .....
I am sooooo glad that I can not do this with out the Father
I am glad that God has made it impossible to do community with out him
I am about 10 days away now from going style 3 that is when I pool all my resources and live as one relying on my brethren and them on me and together on God
I know that there will be times that i will react as money has and can still be a strong hold in my life. I have been preparing for this for a few months by being completely accountable on the money front and I ahve to say that it has been many other issues that have brought me down Gods grace floows often to what we see as the lesser issues but God knows best and he has stepped in so much when I have been weak and can do no more and it is beautiful

4 comments:

n0rma1 said...

Dee, I think you're doing ever so well. Seriously - loads of respect. Glad to have you in community!

Anonymous said...

I agree. It's great having you and your family at Promise.

By the way, we've got a shredder at work that is so powerful that it shreds credit cards and CD's!

Would you like to borrow it?

dee-braveheart said...

killer
what are u suggesting
just for the record I never had a credit card
as for the cd's come on bro not even Rome was built in a day ...... seem to remeber a certain brother asking to flick through so he had something to listen to on the way to work but if I am a stumbling block I guess they should be shredded :)

Anonymous said...

Conceded.