Sunday, November 05, 2006

the cross

what about when whatyou thyink is asked of you is beyond you
How can I be sure what He is asking of me is the right path
What if i fail
I do not know if i am strong enough
How can I be sure Pray for me please
I do not know
I am not sure
All I know is that I am in agony
And I want to know My God more
update
God has been so precious I have been thorough a time of breaking still am but he is walking with me and gathering me together to be the daughter/woman that he has called me to be I know that at this point in my life I do not need to make any discissions I can just learn to be me to embrace celibacy would destroy all that is going on right now
I do not need to fit in to any box right now I can just be in God and enjoy the adventure of finding Dee and allowing God to heal and restore

2 comments:

HR?I said...

if it is what God wants, and im sure it is, then he will give you the strength to get through this time of struggle. remember, to gain strength you often have to be at your weakest point, because thats when you become really open to God. praying for ya! bless ya sis

s0upy said...

Yeah. You're cool.